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I had a doctor's appointment this morning. Everything is GREAT and I'm happy. Yay...Anyway, just felt like writing. My lil ones are sleeping and I actually have some time to myself, which is always nice. They ware me out. They have so much energy. I can't wait until it's nice outside and I can watch them play. They're always asking to go outside and play with their Hummer. It sucks, because lately it's been "NY cold." I don't miss the cold. The wind is blowing and the temperture was like 30 degrees today. I mean, it's usually nicer than that...But today was a NY day- as I call it. I miss NY so much. I can't wait to go back and see everyone. There isn't a day that passes that I don't think about my family and everything going on out there. I'm so far away and things need to change. My children should be able to see their Grandparents everyday! I mean, they have Charles' parents here- which is GREAT. They are great grandparents...But I miss my parents. I need to be around them. They aren't going to be around forever....None of us are. I just miss them. I miss my dad and the silly stories he tells. He told me he got another cell phone ( I think that's his 7th phone.) He looses them, and Lord knows what else...But he doesn't know how to do certain things on it...It's like, I could help him, but I'm way over here. Simple things like that. I just miss him. I love to see him around my children. The crazy things they do and say. It's so cute. I didn't think he'd step up and BE a Grandpa, but he has. You can't help but to love Brevin and Aamya- even if you are a stranger...ya know! And I just want them to be closer to him and my mom. She talks about them everyday. I call her everyday. I have to!! I miss her so much. I wish we could go out and shop and get lunch. The simple things...Just to enjoy each others company. I just can't wait to move. That's all I think about these days. That and getting married to the love of my life. Charles, is the sweetest thing and I am so lucky and blessed that we're together and he feels the same way. Everyday, he says: "I can't wait to marry you!" I get butterflies in my tummy. I just can't wait until I can call myself his wifie (for reals...) I just love him to pieces! Ha!
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