Mama's Corner: Am I going NUTS?

Monday, July 11, 2005

Am I going NUTS?

Most of today was a very stressful day. Didn't I say I wasn't going to stress? I guess that would be easy if my Dad wasn't on the phone screaming and yelling at me. Yep, I called him to talk about the wedding. BIG MISTAKE- in a way...He tells me to call him and let him know what's going on. So, I do that...We ended up talking 45 minutes and most of it was screaming and yelling. UGH! He stressed me out BIG TIME. He told me he was going to pay for the wedding ceremony site. Then, when we start talking he tells me only 1/3 of it. I'm like, "Are you kidding me?" Charles' parents have paid for enough. Charles and I, are struggling paying for what we're paying for and he has the nerve to say that. UGH, PARENTS! I swear....So, after he yells at me for NO REASON (I might add!) He tells me, "okay I'll pay for it! I just want you happy!" What would make me happy is YOU not yelling and screaming at me. He just doesn't get it. How are you going to say, I'll pay for it...Then, out of nowhere say, No- I'll only pay 1/3! What the hell kind of ISH is that? *sigh* I'm glad that's over with. I was really down after talking to him. Even though he's going to pay for it...He still puts me through so much for absolutely no reason. That's the way he's always been. I think I'd get more out of having a conversation with the damn wall than talking to him. Anyway, all is supposed to be well. Jenice, called me. I was having a bit of trouble when she called, On top of my already stressful afternoon. I had some money that I thought I put in a certain spot and when I looked there, it wasn't to be found. First of all it was given to us for Brevy's suit. Then, when I go to find it, it's NOT THERE! So I'm freaking out, because we were planning on going to order it and I misplace the damn money. UGH! I was so stressed!!! She knew it the minute I answered the phone, too. Luckily, her and Charles knew where to look. Thanks guys! So, after we talked about the wedding plans, we headed to the mall. Brevy's all set! Thank you, Lord! =) We're practically done with this crazy wedding planning. Everything has pretty much been running smoothly, considering! "It will all work out!" --Those are my famous last words. :-) And it does. =)

7/11/2005 10:14:00 PM | Permalink

Yep! I can't wait!!!! His Mo? Hmmm...You'll have to explain that one. I don't get it. Maybe it's too late. Or maybe it's the blonde highlights. lol. I dunno!

Posted by Hillary | 7/13/2005 10:35:00 PM