Must get sleep...
I had the WORST migraine last night at work. It was so awful. I forgot my medicine and didn't have anything to take. By the time I was done with work I was so sick to my stomach. Baby, picked me up and I sat in the dark, cold living room sipping water and nibbling on crackers. We must have sat there for at least 30 minutes before I could actually move and not feel like I was going to throw up. We went upstairs and I tried to sleep the headache away. It takes a good 30 minutes for my medicine to work. Seemed like it took longer than that. It's my fault though. I should have some medicine with me in my handbag. I lug this huge handbag around and nothing I need is ever in it. Lesson learned! I know it's because I don't get enough rest. I'm so run down these days. Charles, sentenced me to NO house work today and to rest when the kids take a nap. So far, I'm listening. I'm just giving them a bath-- that's it Baby! We watched a little of Charlie Brown's Christmas again this morning while I made cream of wheat. Right now there's sounds of Holly's X-M radio through the house. It's the biggest and best Holiday hits from the 40's until today; good station!
Mom called yesterday. I wish she hadn't. She's back to her old ways, drinking again. The sad thing is I can tell within the first five minutes or less of talking to her. She puts my Dad on the phone and we're trying to talk and she yells and screams in the back round so I can't possibly hear him. I can't stand talking to her when she's like that. She knows I know. She was calling to tell me they went Christmas shopping for the kids. She got them a couple of outfits. It's good, because that's what they need. The last thing my kids need is more toys. I don't know what I'm getting them. I was thinking a princess rug for the girls room. They have Brevy's train rug in there now. Can ya say, boyish? Yep! I haven't come up with much more than that. I will though. Brevy, wants a lot of toys. I really don't want to buy him toys. For what? He's got tons of toys he hasn't even opened yet. Ugh. He'll probably end up getting toys anyway from other family members so I don't think there's any way around it. I'm trying to teach them what Christmas is REALLY about. I think they're getting it. I still haven't gotten my Christmas cards yet. I would like to, but when do I have the time? I don't! Sucks! What about a Christmas tree? Do you think I'm home long enough to do any of this stuff? Nope! I don't know how I'll pull it off, but there's got to be a way. I'm not supposed to be stressing myself today though. Oops! Sorry baby, I forgot. I should end here...I'm supposed to be relaxing. What's relaxing about taking care of two fully energized kids? Nada! They are cute though...LOL
Mom called yesterday. I wish she hadn't. She's back to her old ways, drinking again. The sad thing is I can tell within the first five minutes or less of talking to her. She puts my Dad on the phone and we're trying to talk and she yells and screams in the back round so I can't possibly hear him. I can't stand talking to her when she's like that. She knows I know. She was calling to tell me they went Christmas shopping for the kids. She got them a couple of outfits. It's good, because that's what they need. The last thing my kids need is more toys. I don't know what I'm getting them. I was thinking a princess rug for the girls room. They have Brevy's train rug in there now. Can ya say, boyish? Yep! I haven't come up with much more than that. I will though. Brevy, wants a lot of toys. I really don't want to buy him toys. For what? He's got tons of toys he hasn't even opened yet. Ugh. He'll probably end up getting toys anyway from other family members so I don't think there's any way around it. I'm trying to teach them what Christmas is REALLY about. I think they're getting it. I still haven't gotten my Christmas cards yet. I would like to, but when do I have the time? I don't! Sucks! What about a Christmas tree? Do you think I'm home long enough to do any of this stuff? Nope! I don't know how I'll pull it off, but there's got to be a way. I'm not supposed to be stressing myself today though. Oops! Sorry baby, I forgot. I should end here...I'm supposed to be relaxing. What's relaxing about taking care of two fully energized kids? Nada! They are cute though...LOL
Yeah, Yeah...I know, I know... I rested though. I slept for over an hour which is pretty good. I was happy and spunky last night for my calls. I think my AOS was a little over control group, too. YAY!!! Yes, I will put my meds in my purse. Gottcha.
Love you, too.
Posted by Hillary | 12/14/2005 10:36:00 AM
Go Lobo Hobos! ARRRRRRRROooooooo!
Posted by Hillary | 12/14/2005 10:37:00 AM